What I have to say is...
After hours and hours of trying and failing I finally got an ok address. I now hate technology and the idea that it improves my life. How many times did I sit at a computer and try address idea after address idea? I don't even want to know. Now moving on to what I really want to say.
I have so many things I don't even know where to start.
Dear biological mother,
I am done. I just want her to leave me alone. That's all I'm asking. Every time you try it just makes life harder for me. So stop.
Dear Dad,
You need to choose. Me or her. I'm tired of you picking her side even when its wrong. Well I guess that means you've made your decision. I have only ever wanted on thing from you and that's for you to be proud but no matter what I do its less than satisfactory. Also Savannah is not an angel. She's been arrested twice and yet you still think she's perfect.
Dear Mom,
Please stop trying to control me. I'm so close to being an adult what more is there to control. I'm old enough to have a job, pay taxes, and take care of myself. I would appreciate it if you would let me do my own thing. I understand I'm your oldest but still. If I don't clean my room, you take my tablet away. I'm not 12 anymore. So just stop.
Dear Me,
No regrets!!! Live and let live! Let it go! Speak your mind and be yourself.
Dear Society,
STOP JUDGING ME!!!!
Rachelle, I see you as being not only a terrific student, but a wonderful caring, intelligent person. Of course I am judging you, it is based upon my interactions and knowledge of you in class. Your writing brought to my mind a quote from the book The Help. Aibileen says to Mae Mobley, " You is kind, you is smart, you is important", I would say the same to you (I'd also use my very good and authetic southern accent as well).
ReplyDeleteThat tablet is like your child. She has no custody over it. Only 36 days Chelle. 36 days.
ReplyDeleteI can see from this that you are a vary good person. Your tired of being judged, I'm never going to judge you. Your a wonderful person who just wants to be accepted for who you are. And if it helps at all I accept you for who you are. If it was possible for us to be friends I would be honerd to have you in my life. You are the kind of people that this world need more of. Don't stop being awesome and never give up on your dreams. Don't give in to what others want you to do. Do what you want to do. Its your life not theirs. :)
ReplyDeleteYour mom needs to stop treating you like a child and realize that you are a grown woman who needs her space. The tablet thing is just plain jealousy, she is jealous that you have something better than she does so she feels as if she has the right to take that away. You are beautiful you gorgeous woman! Don't let anyone tell you anything else, put your hand and tell them that door can hit them on the way out.
ReplyDeleteThe pains as the apron strings are ripped away and the scars of childhood are all that is left. This is a tumultuous time...for parents and for child. But, with your grace, compassion, and down right stubbornness you will come out of it as an adult (whether you like it or not). It is your life and soon, oh so very soon, it will be all yours.
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